Friday, September 3, 2021

BTFM




Being there for me , if you know what it means .

Means that no matter what kind of ship it is , you’re part of a team.

So why do I still feel alone ?

Even though that’s what you said, I don’t feel like I am at home .

When I wake up , I Moan.

When my back aches, I groan.

People can’t  see what I mean , I’m gone .

I’m been standing here , trying to show you something .

Giving me that hug when I am low means everything.

Praying to God to deliver me from this sadness.

Praying  I don’t succumb to my madness.

Therapy and medicine go hand in hand .

Those are cool but  I need someone that understands.

Encourages as friend and as a man.

Someone who can throw me a line that I catch with my hand .

Maybe I not making any kind of sense.

That’s because my brain is so tense.

Trying to relax.

Only speaking facts.

I’m tired of feeling this way.

I’m tired of this being the only thing I say .

Lord let me be okay .

I believe in him for better days.