It’s not an Obligation these days

Friendship isn’t an obligation these days .

People’s actions don’t match up with what they say .

How can you say you’re my friend and yet not be there.

It could apply to both people so that way it is fair .

Granted I know that people will just do what they want to.

Eh i owe it to myself to see it through.

Be there for those who want to be around.

People kinda of ignore when you down .

It’s like you can’t be in your feelings that way.

A person who is worthwhile will hear what you got to say .

At least I believe that for the most part . Most of these come from a good place in the heart.

Gotta take care of that and make sure it beats properly.

True friends take time while enemies come very easily .

Isn’t that something .

It used to bother me when people leave.

You know what’s funny about me .

How much I cared before about people leaving .

Leaving me behind or leaving me out .

Didn’t matter which, it always gave me uncertainty and doubt.

Now don’t get me wrong about this .

Back then I would get mad at this shit 

Being left out of this or that .

Staying at home getting an anxiety attack.

Feeling as if nobody wants me around .

No one to go to made me feel down.

Now it’s like, for what reason do I need to care?

I should be okay whether you here or there.

I’m not saying I don’t care about you .

You’re just doing your thing and that’s cool.

I gotta do me too.

Cause at the end of the day, I matter just much as the next person .

I can’t take it personally.

You allow what you bring in and I say stay the fuck away negativity.