Here’s a poem I decided to share.
It may sound like I’m saying that friends don’t care .
That’s not what I am saying at all.
I’m just trying speak to you my friends when I call.
Sometimes it’s not call, it’s a text.
I wish it was reciprocated Instead of being left on read.
You just can never know what can happen next.
That to me can put a smile on my face .
I’m not trying to tell you what to do or to put you in your place .
I’m standing my ground, with my head help high.
Seeing people have fun on Friday while on the inside, I cry .
I cry now because later it will all make sense to me.
I go through the struggle because overcoming that is my destiny .
Even though you won’t ever know what it is that I feel in my heart.
Well what do expect when you leave someone in the dark.
Left in the dark,to simply fall apart.
Maybe I was meant to break down but not in the way you think .
In a moment when you do blink.
Those broken pieces come together back from the brink .
A new man .
Stronger now than he was then .
Doing what can , to understand what life is .
Being selfless is better than being completely selfish .
I refuse to be that narcissistic.
I’m straight up optimistic.
Going forward to the future is scary yes.
Isn’t that case though with anything that comes next
Despite that , this is me your talking to. I am Jynex.
I won’t give up on my dream.
Whether it’s a game store or to simply stream.
At least I know where it all came from.
Me.
Even if people can’t get behind that , it’s okay
I don’t hate them no, but I’m done listening to what they say .
Let them talk, They don’t know the story of what defines you.
That’s actually up to you.
