just wondering?

why  do I ask questions?

To understand  the current situation.

Don't want to get anxious or even overthink.

I've come so far after  being on the brink.

I never want to go back to that again.

Thats why I am taking this slowly,  I hope you can understand?

feels like I am in love.

This feeling can only come from above.

Love it when comes to kisses and hugs.

Its all smiles now, no more mean mugs.

When I look at you.

I see a person who accepts me for who I am and that's cool.

You see me for all that I've gone through.

I appreciate that. 

Let me cherish these moments with you instead of having an attack.

I know that I am still getting to understand the kind of person you are.

Even if you live pretty far.

It feel like you're so close.

Enjoying what we do the most.

I'm talking about the convos, the way that things just flow.

Mutually it helps us both.

Make me feel like there is some kind of hope.

Through my struggles, writing is how I cope.

Even now , I'm still writing but I've chosen to write about you.

I know I don't have to .

When you feel that warm feeling that doesn't leads to the motions.

Instead. To me you are more like the sight of a sunrise on the ocean. 

That's what I feel like  when I am with you just talking.

Spending time with 

Sleeping next to.

Where this life takes us, I hope it's where we can grow and prosper.