I Still Got It...😕

Why am I in my head so much these days?

Lately in conversations , I really don’t have much to say .

One thing I know is that this  is depression.

Sounds like I’m in a need of a therapy session.

Yet when I speak I go off track.

When I get cut off, I just want to snap.

Trying to keep my cool or enough to stay sane.

Trying to hold on to my life in this crazy game.

I don’t want to be a burden to my friends.

I don’t want this to be the end.

Holding it all in so I don’t make anyone my therapist.

Gotta get back on my feet so I can take care of this .

Taking care of me overall is a necessity.

Too many opinions is something I don’t need.

Everyone has their place .

Everyone goes at their own pace .

So for right now I don’t need ppl all in my face .

When you aren’t the same they just leave you be.

I guess they think if they leave you alone so they can be free.

That’s just an opinion, I didn’t say i was right.

Speaking my mind on these lines here, I ain’t trying to fight .

So let me do right by me  and tell myself that it will be alright .